just few days ago I had rec good and one bad new at the very same time.... one good new is my best frez getting married... one bad new is a person i kon b4 might not make it.....

athough i don really remember this person who is so called my schoolmate but I still feel sad when i rec this kind of new.... ok she is abt the same age as us and she might be leaving this world very soon while the other hand who oso abt the same age is getting married and wil be leaving to NZ for 3 years..... the 2 case really having such a great diff.... both new affect mi.... while i tin the latter is much much more.... I really do feel sad that why she such a young gal can be having such life she struggle to breathe and count for every breathe she had every min to her is precise every min to her in this world is meaningful to her. sometime we just take tin as if it should be this way as if ppl owe us but we forget how meaningful to live in this world.... how wonderful you can breathe..... i experience this oli when I was taking my open water test trip.... i forget to check the amt of air in my tank till can feel is lacking oxyen, that kind of feeling is scary... really... the moment the instructor give mi just one breath of oxyen you really thank god that thanks god for giving mi oxygen thank toa pek gong for leting mi stay alive..... can breathe is wonderful....

athough I do feel sad... but I don see a point to go hospital see her cos I really not her frez... I oli her schoolmate which i hardly talk to or can say never talk to her oli smile..... I never been her frez I never had her mobile nos and I never go out wif her..... do I need to visit her?

but there oways such er xin ppl calling and msg ppl to tell the whole world of such tin.... this person was fucking damn weird don you tin so???? if she wan to tell the whole world can summary the detail if ppl wan to kon will auto ask you one if you the one who spread the word right????

she CB weird.... how I wish she lost my mobile number one day.... then I can really had peaceful life.......

nevertheless I still hope this schoolmate of mine can pull throught this critical period and get well... and live like a 25 years old gal enjoy ur life cos you just got ur degree not long ago really hope u can make it my schoolmate......

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