Never expect you will really give up and left the world I oway heard from my frez said that you going strong you ok le u recover le ever since I heard abt ur illness few years ago.... I tok you ok le..... althought you never been my frez but at least you are someone I did say hi and bye b4 at least you are someone I did kon you...... maybe I had even sit beside you..... and suddenly one day you not in this world le.......

you left behind your love one your family your frez..... Can you see they are all suffering? can you see how much litre of tear they drop... do u really kon abt this? can u see all these.... where did you go?

you heard ur mum words....

you guys are now accompany mi tonite maybe tml nite, but how abt next week? next year? who going to accompany mi?

I not going to keep her photo, I not going to keep her tin, how can I keep her tin? is all hers....

all her tin will remain as it is....

who am I going to talk to? she my soulmate..... I can said anytin to her one..... who can I talk to now?

Lunar new year I be crying cos one bowl less.....

Human must zi zu, all we wan is just a simple tin is to let her breathe let her stay alive let her be healthy....

god gave mi such a perfect gal why so fast take it away from mi? she our bao bei? my oli daughter.....

she is such a perfect gal..... she never scold ppl never fight wif her brother,even her bro steal her food she will just nag at him oli she never get angry over anyone.... she love her family member.... she tell her brother everytin...... they are best frez....

her last meal is cup mee and some fruit she didnt had anytin good b4 she left.......

those are your mum comment on you..... do you kon?

all those word were from her mum last nite...... at 1st I tok even I go there will just sit for few min and I will not feel any tin one I will not feel anytin I wont.....but while I was offer the respect holding the jossstick I was shivering....... I saw her pic..... I kon her..... I remember her face suddenly I remember how she smile to mi last time.... I shiver...... I don kon wat to say to her, all I say to her is 你一路好走, at least you been to world at least you been happy b4.......

They ask mi to go in take a last look I was so scare lucky cindy went in wif mi..... I dare not see but to force myself take a quick look..... she look so diff.... I feel so pain.....

I cant forget her face I cant forget her mum expression her mum words..... I nearly burst out...... but if i burst out I feel weird... I not even her frez I cry for wat..... but I don kon I just feel so sad...... is like so sad.... I saw her brother expression while he looking at her..... he look so pain in his heart..... is so hard to say in word.....

while her mum was talking I was thinking how her family going to carry on their life.... how? they are such a small family so small that every member is important to each other.... how they carry on their life? everytin will remind them of her.... tear will dry one day but pain in the heart will remind forever.... the ppl left behind is forever the one suffer..... but the ppl lying down kon ma?

Her mum was right human must zi zu, she don expect her to earn big buck don expect her to do big tin but just wan a very simple tin which is to breathe to stay healthy such a simple tin and she cant do it..... sometime we just forget this kind of simple tin and we take thing for granted.... who will count the nos of breathe we take in and out per day we just take for granted, but they are, every breathe to them is thanks god, every breathe to them is important. Sometime we are asking too much, we wan big buck, we wan this we wan that.... but we forget to love the ppl ard us we forget to slow down our feet and take a deep breath slow down our movement to take a good look at the natural the sky the sea.......

I kon they will still carry on with their life, cos life still go to move on, human still got to eat, earth still turning around but they will never forget you, cos you had once live in their life cos you had once bring them laugher and happiness cos you are forever their bao bei.

Athought ur life on earth is short but you are at least given a good family with perfect parent and brother.... you had once rec their love you are once happy.....

Lifang, 你一路好走............

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