It was a enjoyable and wonderful trip with them...... the group is fun except for that extra one.... so overall can say I enjoy this trip very much....


ok this trip is I been pester him to bring mi there and finally he agree... hee... part of the plan was by mi like booking/checking air ticket checking in/out hotel and many of kaypo tin...

the 1st tok I step into Ho Chin Ming city was 'HOT' yes hot hot hot is the oli tin in my mind..... that kind of hot was really unbearable.... it was hot and sticky that kind of feeling..... will feel pek chey and headache at all time..... lucky is we joke and laugh along the way or else I really don kon how I going to spend my6 days there.... whhahahahha.....

The place I like and feel that is most value lesson is Cu chi Tunnel that is the place where the war took place where the vietnamese live in the tunnel for 22years that is the place where thousand litre of blood had been flow throught, that is the place where ppl experience life and dead..... some ppl lost their love one some ppl lost their hand or leg..... A bloody and value lesson learn.... how they live in such small and narrow tunnel for years? I went into the tunnel, the moment I went in the feeling was horrible the feel was I want to get out of this place asap...... lucky I had a small torch wif mi, the moment I on it was OMG I saw a bat.... shit I cant turn back cos there are ppl behind mi there oli one way which is to crawl straight ahead..... I was making noise till the ang mo infront of mi turn and ask mi if I'm ok... whahhahah so pie say la.... whahhaha Just imagine MI not really big size, but while I was inside the tunnel I need to crawl really low in order not to hit my back.... so you kon how small is the tunnel inside??? inside is dirty and smelly and wet.... how to live in this kind of small hole for such long years???? hai... war is scary... war is bloody and horrible....

There another interesting for this tunnel trip, that is we get the chance to fire AK-47 with real bullet.... OMG.... so excited right
whhahahhhaha but I never kon real fire can be so loud... is so loud till I feel scary and dare open my eye.... whahhahaha

We oso went for another one day trip to Mekong island.... this place is a very village type place where ppl grow fruit tree and many type of tree and even keep bee to sell honey..... is a beautiful place but had been too comercial by the business ppl there.... which make us tourist went there like carrot robert..... wasted....

but maybe vietnam is a developing country so watever they wan is $$... tourist = $$ they love USD and charge us all wif USD but of cos we not stupid and don wan to be their carrot robert we pay DOM whahhahahaah

for the pass 6 days we did try their low to high class food stall..... overall all taste nice..... high class place feel good and feel rich low class stall I feel cute becos of their small chair and table... they love to sit on such small table and chair to eat along the road side.... this is their culture.... I enjoy the most is we sit along the road side and eat steam boat wif many many seafood and go wif Sagion beer...... the feeling was shiok... really.....

The ppl there was so relax and care free..... while they were eating even there business eg like u wan to buy tin customer will not be entertain becos they having lunch...... song right.... this is somtin you will never find this in local.....

As for the fashion clothes there..... well... the fashion there is cannot make it lor..... the clothes like 80s... so old fashion so ugly...... the oli tin you cna buy there is polo tees, t-shirt, short..... that all....

Overall I enjoy the trip, I enjoy the company, I enjoy the food and place there.... hee.....

I wan to explore more countries.....

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● Good bye my dearest ah ma @ Saturday, July 25, 2009 ●

04 July 2009 was the day I will remember...... that was the day I was so happy that sis was going to Malaysia 3 days 2 nite trip... which mean I had the whole bedroom all by myself.... plan to surf net all the nite and on the light and radio loud loud.... and enjoy myself.... never did I expect such tin to happen......

after went market wif mum.... rec bro called said that one of my aunt called and told us to visit ah ma... as she not doing good..... all the way ah ma was very healthy.... we went there... I looked at ah ma she breathing hard but still looked ok.... I looked at her for more than an hour she looked ok to mi.... all my aunt and uncles were chatting there... ard evening we left as ah ma looked ok...

I still plan to go home took a bath and meet my frez... after bath make-up.... sms my frez I be there on time.... I rec a sms from my cousin that ah ma pass away peacefully......

athought in our heart we do prepare for the worst but still when tin happen you would just feel empty.... shiver... loss... for the very 1st time.... I found it hard to tell my mum sometin, this was even worst than to tell my mum I fail my subject.... I don kon how to say how to open the tittle???

after packing our market stuff which we bought in the morning, we headed to ah ma place again...... she was wrap up in a white cloth... sleeping peacefully there.... waiting for the 'black car' to arrive..... looking at her body shape.... I cant really believe lying there was the person I kon my ah ma.....

went to the coffin shop which was my very 1st time visted such shop..... so many type of coffin there so many colour as well very interesting to mi.... I looked ard... hmmmm real explore.....

and my ah ma funeral held for 5 days long... was a very tiring process.... there no time to be sad..... cos there were just too much tin do..... especially tin to order and take care and of cos the money.... but from this tin coulld oso see the real ppl attitude.... their way of doing their attitude and their real self.....

I had frez who offer to help I had frez who siam all the way and I had frez kon liao no sound no air no action...... I appreciate those who offer to help or to come really thanks..... really thanks you guys from the bottom of my heart.... the rest no comment.... well at that moment I do feel kind of disappointing for their action.... as ur little care and concern really do help and warm ppl heart isst that diff to give???? many of my cousin from my dad side came all the way here, really thanks for their kind and concern.... they are just so sweet..... and I do feel pie say to one of my cousin... ask him to do this and that.... thanks cousin.... thanks so much for ur help.....

Although ah ma is 95 years old le.... but the moment she was abt to enter the van the feeling was damn sad and was liked kind of painful..... I follow ah ma all the way from the very starting to the ending..... from when she still breathing hard to collect her body till wif her for the 5 days rest till she was burn and collect her bones and using my hand and put her bones into her 'big house'. All along I tok collect ash was really in ash form but was wrong it was in brken bones form... her bones was so pure white so clean so healthy.... I put one of her bone into her 'big house' the feeling was really weird...... one moment her body was here and was a whole body an hour later she was in bones.... all gone... she was gone.... she turn into bone..... how weird the feeling can be...... I never kon this till I experience this myself..... I holding my ah ma bone..... so pain.... she was talking to mi just like yesterday.... now I holding her bone....... her life on earth had ended but her bone was placed just beside my ah gong.... at that moment when her bone was place... I feel so sweet.... so sweet....
ah ma bought the space beside ah gong 20++ years ago..... and ah gong waited for ah ma more than 20+++ and now they finally together.... how long had ah gong been waiting... is such a long wait.... how long ah ma been waiting to meet ah gong??? they are finally together now... how sweet is this.....

good bye ah ma... I will kept well the banana note and the bead you gave mi... thank you ah ma... I love you.... will remember you in my heart forvever cos u are my one and only one ah ma............ I miss calling you....

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● 你一路好走 @ Sunday, June 21, 2009 ●

Never expect you will really give up and left the world I oway heard from my frez said that you going strong you ok le u recover le ever since I heard abt ur illness few years ago.... I tok you ok le..... althought you never been my frez but at least you are someone I did say hi and bye b4 at least you are someone I did kon you...... maybe I had even sit beside you..... and suddenly one day you not in this world le.......

you left behind your love one your family your frez..... Can you see they are all suffering? can you see how much litre of tear they drop... do u really kon abt this? can u see all these.... where did you go?

you heard ur mum words....

you guys are now accompany mi tonite maybe tml nite, but how abt next week? next year? who going to accompany mi?

I not going to keep her photo, I not going to keep her tin, how can I keep her tin? is all hers....

all her tin will remain as it is....

who am I going to talk to? she my soulmate..... I can said anytin to her one..... who can I talk to now?

Lunar new year I be crying cos one bowl less.....

Human must zi zu, all we wan is just a simple tin is to let her breathe let her stay alive let her be healthy....

god gave mi such a perfect gal why so fast take it away from mi? she our bao bei? my oli daughter.....

she is such a perfect gal..... she never scold ppl never fight wif her brother,even her bro steal her food she will just nag at him oli she never get angry over anyone.... she love her family member.... she tell her brother everytin...... they are best frez....

her last meal is cup mee and some fruit she didnt had anytin good b4 she left.......

those are your mum comment on you..... do you kon?

all those word were from her mum last nite...... at 1st I tok even I go there will just sit for few min and I will not feel any tin one I will not feel anytin I wont.....but while I was offer the respect holding the jossstick I was shivering....... I saw her pic..... I kon her..... I remember her face suddenly I remember how she smile to mi last time.... I shiver...... I don kon wat to say to her, all I say to her is 你一路好走, at least you been to world at least you been happy b4.......

They ask mi to go in take a last look I was so scare lucky cindy went in wif mi..... I dare not see but to force myself take a quick look..... she look so diff.... I feel so pain.....

I cant forget her face I cant forget her mum expression her mum words..... I nearly burst out...... but if i burst out I feel weird... I not even her frez I cry for wat..... but I don kon I just feel so sad...... is like so sad.... I saw her brother expression while he looking at her..... he look so pain in his heart..... is so hard to say in word.....

while her mum was talking I was thinking how her family going to carry on their life.... how? they are such a small family so small that every member is important to each other.... how they carry on their life? everytin will remind them of her.... tear will dry one day but pain in the heart will remind forever.... the ppl left behind is forever the one suffer..... but the ppl lying down kon ma?

Her mum was right human must zi zu, she don expect her to earn big buck don expect her to do big tin but just wan a very simple tin which is to breathe to stay healthy such a simple tin and she cant do it..... sometime we just forget this kind of simple tin and we take thing for granted.... who will count the nos of breathe we take in and out per day we just take for granted, but they are, every breathe to them is thanks god, every breathe to them is important. Sometime we are asking too much, we wan big buck, we wan this we wan that.... but we forget to love the ppl ard us we forget to slow down our feet and take a deep breath slow down our movement to take a good look at the natural the sky the sea.......

I kon they will still carry on with their life, cos life still go to move on, human still got to eat, earth still turning around but they will never forget you, cos you had once live in their life cos you had once bring them laugher and happiness cos you are forever their bao bei.

Athought ur life on earth is short but you are at least given a good family with perfect parent and brother.... you had once rec their love you are once happy.....

Lifang, 你一路好走............

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● GSS @ Saturday, June 13, 2009 ●

FUCK it GSS come at the very wrong timing...... I now so poor where got $$ to buy tin kns..... just recover from my last trip where got $$ kns and the tin is really so cheap wow lau... just temp mi to buy...... 89 dress go down to 28..... how can I not buy??? u tell mi???? damn it...... last nite.... even though my frez arrive liao waiting for mi at the IT fair there I still chong into this shop to try out the dress.... the shop was pack wif alot of stupid woman and the Q for fitting room was FUCKING long wow lau.... and saw this fucking stupid bloody nerd wan to buy a PINK cute dress but was still fucking cat as if was her 1st time buying dress..... check every detail of the dress from head to toe and ask the sale assistant to change her dress again and again to the new one.... I wonder how may NEW dress she ask ppl to open it out.... really CB leh... I been a sale gal b4 I kon is fucking er xin and pek chek to meet this kind of bloody customer..... wow lau especially on this kind of sale item.... kns...... as for mi I try 3 dress in a very fast speed...... and I bought all.... whahahahahhaha now dare not go out liao... once I step out of the door I will buy buy and buy.........

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● Rec 2 news at the same timing @ Sunday, June 7, 2009 ●

just few days ago I had rec good and one bad new at the very same time.... one good new is my best frez getting married... one bad new is a person i kon b4 might not make it.....

athough i don really remember this person who is so called my schoolmate but I still feel sad when i rec this kind of new.... ok she is abt the same age as us and she might be leaving this world very soon while the other hand who oso abt the same age is getting married and wil be leaving to NZ for 3 years..... the 2 case really having such a great diff.... both new affect mi.... while i tin the latter is much much more.... I really do feel sad that why she such a young gal can be having such life she struggle to breathe and count for every breathe she had every min to her is precise every min to her in this world is meaningful to her. sometime we just take tin as if it should be this way as if ppl owe us but we forget how meaningful to live in this world.... how wonderful you can breathe..... i experience this oli when I was taking my open water test trip.... i forget to check the amt of air in my tank till can feel is lacking oxyen, that kind of feeling is scary... really... the moment the instructor give mi just one breath of oxyen you really thank god that thanks god for giving mi oxygen thank toa pek gong for leting mi stay alive..... can breathe is wonderful....

athough I do feel sad... but I don see a point to go hospital see her cos I really not her frez... I oli her schoolmate which i hardly talk to or can say never talk to her oli smile..... I never been her frez I never had her mobile nos and I never go out wif her..... do I need to visit her?

but there oways such er xin ppl calling and msg ppl to tell the whole world of such tin.... this person was fucking damn weird don you tin so???? if she wan to tell the whole world can summary the detail if ppl wan to kon will auto ask you one if you the one who spread the word right????

she CB weird.... how I wish she lost my mobile number one day.... then I can really had peaceful life.......

nevertheless I still hope this schoolmate of mine can pull throught this critical period and get well... and live like a 25 years old gal enjoy ur life cos you just got ur degree not long ago really hope u can make it my schoolmate......

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● Kapalai Sipadan Dive Trip @ Sunday, May 24, 2009 ●

I just came back from my dive trip and I fall in love the island there..... I fall in love wif diving.... after my open water I never went for any of the diving trip maybe due to the unhappy experience before so i never really wan to had any diving anymore..... till Mak keep asking mi to join him for the diving trip.... he told mi how nice the island he sent mi the pic.... he do this and that till.... i agree to goo.... and I make the right choice..... the island is OMG........... is really OMG..... is so nice so nice so nice.....

ok at 1st I was really scare cos I don really remember how to dive,my last dive was like 2 years ago... hello is 2 years ago how I remember how to breathe wif that tin.... I don remember a single tin lor...... i was scare the 1st dive at Kapalai.... I carry my tank cant even walk need the help from the assistant there... slowly walk to the jettty..... feeling abit scare.... and there a person stand beside mi.... 100time more scare for mi... he was shouting ting stand there stand there ting hold ur mask when go in ting press the red button ting remember to press the red button ting breathe through the regulator...... it was the 1st time I saw him so xiong.... till jing oso start kan jong wif him as well... jing already in the water and she start shouting oso.... whhahaha was so funny..... I was scare but not to the extend till I dare not jump la.... I not really that scare of water la but saw him shout till so xiong I more scare of him ba.... whhahahahaha but he look so cute.....

the more I dive the more I pick up my diving skill start remember of wat I learn last time and jing keep teaching mi wat I should and should not do and all the basic skill start to recall liao... whahhahah thanks so much jing...

1st day 2 dive, 2nd day 3 dive, 3rd day 5 dive and the last day 2 dive... so total 11 dive

the most beautiful dive was at the Sipadan dive... the place was just like heaven... there shark jelly fish all kind of big big fishes...... Sipadan was under strict protection by the Malaysian army, they oli allow 120 diver per days and the sea is 600m deep which oso mean if u sway sway drop ur camera or wat there no way u can recover back..... can say is actually dangerous to dive there cos you cant see the bottom of the sea one.... so for that dive trip there 2 DM follow us..... one is Misuyo and the other one we give him a nick name call Mr ghost..... Mr ghost is the one dive the back who ensure all ppl follow and no left behind..... and oso watch out for those who dive too deep.... he was a very fun guy.. he a black from UK an ex policeman.... well bulid and man.. he was sooo fun and he really take good care of mi he was the one who brought mi the closest distance I ever had wif the shark and all kind of fishes ever in my lfe.... he brought mi just right behind the shark tail.... he teach mi to crawl till the tail of the shark he brought mi into the circle that thousand of fish create..... make thousand of fishes swim around mi..... the view was was...... like been to heaven.... i almost wan to cry out.... is so nice so nice so nice..... thousnad of fishes swim around mi I was surround by thousand of fishes.... OMG...... I cant believe this is real I must be dream in my own land...... OMG is so hard to tell by word really..... thanks Mr ghost... Thanks for ur everything thanks for ur tkaing care of mi thanks for taking care of mi and fasten my belt thanks for bringing mi to the heaven and thanks teaching not to fear of fishes thank you so much...... wish to see you again one day i will vist ur island at mataking island....... we will meet one day.... (athought Mak don like you)

after the Sipadan dive we rest for the whole afternoon I went for a nap the rest for suntan.... rest b4 our next dive the sunset dive which is our own dive wif no DM around....

Sunset dive:

at 1st we went down was still bright wif sunlight but just a while later the vision went low.... this was the very 1st time I start to get scare more and more I looked around mi I cant see anytin but just those small small dust see nothing I start getting loss.... lucky there a hand who never let mi swim alone a hand who ease my fear a hand who hold mi even I was pull up by the sauage.... I was pull and shoot up by this hotdog.... is very dangerous and life threatening... this part I really don wish to recall and say but we all learn from our mistake and the bad experience...

apart from that the rest of the trip was wonderful was relax and fun we saw shooting star at nite... the star was as big as a diamond it was so beautiful there..... day and nite....

Sipadan I never regret visit you......... Sipadan I miss you.........

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● Explosions at Marina Bay @ Thursday, May 7, 2009 ●

This is wat i saw this afternoon..... at 1st i tok is just the level above us moving table or wat.... the next moment i heard my collg said OMG look at this..... i level up my head and saw black smoke and fire ball.... OMG.... this is the very 1st time I seen a fire ball b4 look really scary i tell you..... and every few min I heard bom... total of 4 time...... we as a finance news channel oli look and see till one of our boss say hello guy why are you all look is breaking news hello??? whhahha till then the PR start to react and call the news room but still too late bomberg report this faster than us....

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